oh gosh .....wat should i do..

aa... someone wanna buy my on9 game id for RM 900..
should it o not ?yes ? no ?
ish... so confuse... danm

GONE

I realize that I am completely alone
Isolated from the rest of the world
A wall between humanity and me
Gap between my mind and reality
Difficult to focus, lost in my mind
Haunting memories, a troubled past
Lost touch with the person I was
Nothing but the shell of who I was

kLviN

0645

GIVE UP

REALLY GIVE UP BEING A HUMAN..

WHEN U DONE SOMETHINGS WRONG O BAD.

PPL WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER IT ..

N GIVE U A KIND OF FACE TO SEE..

IF WE DID SOMETHING GOOD O RITE ..

NO ONE WILL REMEMBER TAT...

WAT KIND OF WORLD IS THIS ..

FUCKED !

aiyo a ~

xiao ling long a ...
u wan me everynite accompany u sms ..
u think not need money a ?
hahaha
sometimes i need some privacy 1 ma ...
n dun forget u o me 1 kiss :P
wahahah

...

Hey Kwano~~
Why didnt u reply my mail...
What take u so busy lately at Thailand?
haha kinda miss u ~
faster reply me !!!!

06\06\09

my sis ask me to do tat !
went to dataran wit her.
at 1st i was uncomfortable..
i was panic when i saw her
cox i knew tat my heart will fill full of pain when i see her..

we both went for dinner at "wong kok"
at "wong kok"
we like jus normal ..
toking joking...

after da dinner we went to meet up my sis n her fren at old town..
i tho i will going back at tat time.
but maybe i miss her alot..
so i plan to sit there for awhile more...
between tat time sis ask me wanna go for movie ?
yes ofcox ...
cox she is there ..
jus wanna look at her for longer times..
but act when we watching movie..
my heart was so painful
no body know tat ..
after movie .. i bring her back..
on da way back to her place..
my sis told me tat she got a BF ady!
wow!! tats was so so hurt ..
danm my stupid sis, tell me for wat?
hahah
so i went back to have some beers to make my self alittle bit drunk
so i can easily sleep..
was a bad day for me .. :)
GIVE up ? no i wont rite now...

stuff tat i always avoid.. but still happen .

on 03-06-09 i went movie wit my sis n her bf..
when i was in a happy mood..
suddenly i saw her toking to my sis .
i straight turn back n take another way to go in da cinema ..
aa....danm it ...
i knew tat..
i haven let it down .. i haven let it go apart from me ..
hope wat i wish for lately will ocme true ~
:'(