wat da hell ?

y m i keep thinking of her lately?
when i go to bed.. i will thinked
act beside me is she
but now she wit other 1
when i go for meal..
act beside me is she
but now she wit other 1
when i go for entertainment
like ktv.movie.etc.
she will be at my side.
but now......
i'm alone.
i feel sad
i feel bad
tat i nv appreciate tat moment i had..
i nv learn...
but y lately i keep dreaming bout her..
in da dream if oni her
tats ok..
but ...
sometime i jus feel i dun wan to get up from sleep.
start of da day end of da day also her..
is kind of suffered
i wanna sms her..
but i scare ,
i not dare..
m i a coware?
haha....