18-10-2008

d most worse day of my life for this year..
really feel pain...
other then pain.. still pain.
really dun wan tis day to come..
dun wan to know wats today date.
but,today salon i got danm alot customer..
n i need to write them a recipe..
so i have to write down da date today..
so.when wanna write 18/10.. my heart really uncomfortable..
feel pain hurt sad..
i did promise myself . i have to do da best for her on this years.
but she nv give me a chance to .
i really so bad so useless ?
y jus cant she be alittle mature?
izzit frens really so danm important?
for me frens.. is really useless ..
i been betray by alot of frens...
so i dun trust..
anyway jus waiting for her...
waiting 1 day she will might change her mind