fuck the world?

fuck the world?
yea hell FUCK the world!
o maybe i have to fuck myself 1st oni fuck da world?
m i useless m i ?
i really dunno wat life means.
money family relationship...
no 1 i'm not in a problem...

Money!!!
y this world have to spent money to get wat we wan?
y cant we jus trade somethings withour money?
like....
a pack of coffee bean trade a pack of teh leaf?
i really lack of money !!
God !!!
when i'm small n not working.. i got money to save.
but now..i'm working..i got not enuff to spent.
wat da heck is this ?
n everything is increase,but not my salary.danm ~
i change o da world change?

Family!
i love my parents...
but ady been years i keep argue wit my dad..
and we seldom tok.
cox when we tok we'll star argueing o fight.-.-"
seriously,i hate this...
i dunno wat will happen tomolo.. maybe i'll jus die wit no reason?
no body knows rite..
so i really wanna appeciate them...
i try to calm down to tok to him...but is kind of hard..
aaaaaaargh!
wat happen to us?i wan a peace family tat no fight.
i wan a family can always do things together.
travel together...enjoy every moment...
y always i'm wrong when i done a things?
fuck my self...

Relationship!!!
m a loser in this.
i care ...Wrong?
i dun care... Wrong?
wat should i do act?
i really tired n sick of this ..
really piss off!
i try so hard not to involve to relationship for years...
n finally i have a date wit a gal a year ago.
n i tell myself i have to do everything well n fine...
no matter wat she did i'll jus forgive.
this is wrong man..this is worng...
guys out there
dun ever do this to gals
they jus step on u ..
like wat i have pass few months..
i cant even discuss o tok to her.
wat is relationship?
i really dunno.someone please tell me?
really is my bad?
finally we break off. 428days.
i have been suffering for months.
fren ask y i still wit her?
i dunno...
i jus wan her to change alittle mature.
i'm jus waiting..
but now.........
will we get back together again?
i dunno u dunno no bodies know..
oni Dod will know.
n GOD please jus dun play me out again.please!! ^^
Fuck myself~